You can't label every part of your life. year 12, female, in a relationship bla bla bla. it doesn't work. there are undefinable regions of a person. like introns in DNA. noone quite knows what they do, but we assume they're important, or why would they be there??
You can't BE all the time. Sometimes you are NOT. right now, i am NOT. i'm in-between. careers, future, jobs, exams, sleep/awakeness, christianity and hell. hiter nor dither. single/taken. why isn't there a little un-definable button for this stage in life? there is for afterlife. it's called limbo. i don't feel like shimmying under a pole in the Bahamas right now. i feel like i want life presented to me on a plate, right between my enter score and free flight overseas. i'm pretty tired of pretending to care, i miss the simple life. i miss the late night text messaging and complaining about my job, i miss posing for photos and getting yelled at for not cleaning my room. i miss my mum being well and i miss my sister living at home....... i miss being 17. 18 sucks. no, 18 is good--> lifelimbo sucks.
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